delicious fried rice.

currently having revision for my core paper p2. so tiring. today's evening is full of dark cloud yet there is a bright but not hot sun. I knew i cant stand such a nice weather for a good game of outdoor basketball.
im not tired anymore when i heard sound of basketball bouncing at the court near my place. bk5. seriously i feel like friends there dont really like me. perhaps i always do things alone never intend to invite them to join me. haih. eventhough i played with them for years already, we don't really know each other that well. maybe is just me with them. they know each other very well. my problem again.

sometimes i feel the thought in me, makes me very fan nau. eventhough just a game, i dont like greedy eating allbymyself ( in chinese duk sek) everytime i see an opportunity, i got the thought, after ppl say me duk sek how? anyway today's game played quite well deduct my mistakes... hmm...

when i reached home, my mom opened the door for me. she said so wet! like swimming. i know. i know. i dare say second i guess no one dare say first when talk bout sweating after sport. well, marvelously there are friends who never sweat. weird people.

everytime dinner time, i will ask my mom," ma, ngo geh fan le? " she will get everything ready for me. she is a really nice mother. then i ask her, why still havent take bath. she answer me, "i still need to babysit" and i am stunned.
i forget that now, at night she also need to babysit other ppl children. how tiring she is i cant imagine it. how i wish my dad go out find a proper job until i come out instead of just dreaming of being a millionaire. i only wish for a medium family not filthy rich family. LOVE to me is the most priceless thing for me. but cant blame him though. he is 58. retired man. how to find job. i wonder sometimes if im that old. thanks that he is still healthy.

eventhough tonight is only fried rice with green bean and egg, i feel im the most grateful person in this world, really cant imagine what if no one opens the door for me, and cook fried rice for me. (touchwood)
from now on, i will change my attitude bit by bit. love you , mom dad. long time dint say to them already.

No Eye See

Obviously, this is an English translation version of "mou ngam tai". If you do watch HK drama series, you will notice that more often, when one person likes someone else, he/she will become easier jealous when the so-called target mixed close to another. He/she will just easily get annoyed to whoever the target get well with. Now i think that is just too much for controlling the target social life, eventhough you like him/her very much.
What match the best would you may get annoyed but only youself knew it, thus if you think that if you see the event and will get annoyed, so may as well, no eye see, dont go for it. just stay where you are , enjoy doing what you are doing, instead of for eg, go to a party and ruine your own mood looking at your target get dated with luxury boosting stories. Xd
just the same with dirty restaurant. when you dont see how "clean" is the kitchen, you just simply enjoy the food. Once you see it, you will never chose to eat at that place. This is just simple human nature. (haih)

We are the champion~

It all worthwhile, while having to travel far across the region, cyberjaya the destination of victory for us ( L-Rido ) for 3-on-3 basketball competition organised by Admiral.
Indeed it is a hot day, timidly sun on top of us shining , while dark clouds from kajang and puchong swimming towards Cyberjaya, the moment we touch our jersey and the rim, we knew that it will be an exciting day for us. We saw alot of teams boys girls from all category under14, 15, 16 , 18, and our category under 20.
Both of my friends - YCH and Mr. L got sun burnt but not me... maybe im just used to it....dark-tanned skin. Amazingly boring. We waited for our first match at the 16 th at court3 and 26 th. We were in group B facing another two teams, winner moves on to quarter.
7min per game,maybe lesser . All we need is to win one basket ahead of our opponent. But most of our score is reasonable win. 2-0,3-2,4-1,6-2, and final 2-2 draw win by shooting free throw.4-3.
There, we met friends too. My puchong friends went to compete too, different category which they joined under 18 and MEN-open a category for age 20 and over but not veteran. They did play a great game, but unfortunately didnt get through semi. It is a great experience though. one of it waiting experience. XD
While we waiting for semi, the dj was quick in announcing the next match. Out of sudden i heard our team name L-Rido versus... versus... Shaba! Gosh, it supposes to be the next round after some girls match. And the most suspense is YCH went to toilet! I immediately call Kean Yong aka Mr. L ( seriously look like L when cosplay -maybe bigger size ) he was quite panicky too because Shaba is his friend's team, his friend played for Perlis. So he called CH CH who is still blur walking towards us. SHOCK!... while i... trying to delay the MEI LI REFEREE jie jie and the score manager girl.
Then we started playing, thanks enough we won! 4-1. Think they dint tried that hard cuz got a shock too. They werent ready for the game too.
Anyhow, after that match we just won the final. so We are the champion~ == photos would be updated soon. sorry for the suspense XD but we got our cash prize of rm 600. we counted ...it's 12 50 ringgit heheh...

On Training..

Currently~ having basketball training... must train hard hard , no matter what...
this maybe my last competition. Im 20 adi... haiz.. so train hard. hope i will improve ba... 31 October.. I'm coming for u. Cyberjaya ... i shall capture the moment of glory there. Anyone want help me train? have one on one game with me XD...

T Music Festival...

So we got vvip ticket... and we stand at the grey spot! which is so near to the stage... thanks again to kah fai. XD

Heading final.

Hmmm... is 24 of October already. Time passes really fast. and thats just how the earth's rule. Guess we will just have to obey it... and change while everything changes frequently. But final exam will never change dates... Dont work hard and smart now = fail and another six month. mayb have to add lil luck here and there.

Looking back, all these while , i have been bothered by my own problems. if just anyone notice it. And ... if not, mayb only one will, whom i told her. How the hell did i have the courage to tell such private matters? to me problem = embarrasing stuff. Even my best friend, sinceever he flew, i just want him or guess that he is into enjoyment. no need bother bout bad stuff la.. haiyo.

But basically, after mock, it came across to me this book "follow your heart" by andrew matthews. In it, there is a case which very similar with mine, and im not wrong it is a COMMON problem for everyone. All these while i have been so helpless in forgiving people is because i was bothered by a bigger one :that is I COULD NOT FORGIVE MY PARENTS...
While we are talking about forgiveness, the book said, the first step to making your life work is to forgive your parents. Sure , they weren't perfect. But when you were a kid, your mum and dad didn't have all the pop pyschology books on "successful parenting" and they had a lot of other things to worry about besides raising you! Whatever they got wrong, it is history. Every day that you refuse to forgive your mother is a vote to screw up your life. Thats what it says. I believe it is true. My life aint happy when it supposes to be when my friends are. And one day i had a friend who finally asks me why am i not happy hanging out while everyone else is happy. All i replied is nothing.. because i have no idea how to deliver the message. But thanks for at least the asking thingy. At least thats what friends are. to care for other friend.
Maybe after these blogs,i shall try to forgive my parents step by step .. how bout you?

Mcd at Night.

Mcd at night.

Wednesday night : after spending bout two hours giving tuition , in fact my last one because my students will have exam coming next week while mine is tomorrow 8.

Roughly around 11, frustated with the insufficient time i have, i decided to mcd at subang... perhaps a place where i cant sleep, and thats when i can finish up my whole bundle of syllabus of p2. ( well i did finish up without any disturbance and attraction to sleep except from foods and refilling of cokes XD )

But being the one and the only one, when i passed through taylor, i saw a very famous burger selling stall there, and i wonder will anyone believe this? someone who is heading for mcd - selling burgersssssss and he went to buy burger ramli...and it is BURGER AYAM DOUBLE SPECIAL satu , bang!! to perfect the situation, he brought it to mcd for later supper. a big LOL for myself. im laughing though...
and did i just thought of someone, wondering if she would like to have one in case she is hungry, if she did i certainly ta pao and drive to get her as long as i can see her for real. and the burgers are just amazingly different from other ramli. is big,with juicy sauces. i had to get numbers lining up for the burger..first time.

Reach mcd i look at...


i cant control myself again, towards food. i bought two chickens set since i got a burger with me. There i studied peacefully ever after. Never did i get her reply til now, i just cant focus my study. no matter what i do, i will think will she be doing the same, or will she like to eat.. or drink or had me in mind?

couldnot help it, i actually spent the whole night fresh at mcd studying something so last minute for next morning p2 exam. til 5 i finally cant open my eyes , deciding i have a nap in my car. Outside, it is cold and chilling, and if anyone ever try wandering outside alone, it is quite fun XD but can i say dangerous?? and if is dangerous, why im not fear. Perhaps i have been bornt to travel all by myself and with that courage.

I got a friend to call me up at 6 cuz i noe i and her the same will wake up early morning to get a quick revise. Thanks alot she called me, i still thought is alarm clock. feeling to throw my hp outside the road but i dint.

Went to gym to take a bath. it is very early 6.30 but there is one uncle who is so hardworking trademilling. I wonder walking alone in the pyramid seeing those employees polishing the path is something so fun. and one who enjoys the same shall be my life partner. or if not thinks im crazy. hehe.

What dissappoint me most is i not able to do well in exam after spending whole night. in fact i see those questions and when i know i dont know, i hardly could think ( perhaps due to lack of sleep ) and dooze of for the day...... After the mock, i and a few bunches of fellows went to pyramid , guess what.. they having mcd !!! haha.. phobia , then walking around and went to pool and all kena sapu by ivan and song. but quite a few rounds did we just play.

Reach home, i dooze off to sleep again since 6pm dint even have my dinner. til the next day 11am ....still sleeping and dreaming how to solve this problem before the final, i cant study at mid night anymore.. it is a mistake.