If you like to know...-my biodata-my confession.

Living a small home in Shah Alam,section 4, this boy has a small family and some little friends mixture of malay, chinese and indian. His name is Ghin Shi.
When he was a young boy, he cried when the mom left him alone at home. He will bang the front gate. For house in flat, there is just a couple of steps to the door.

When evening comes, he would scream out of the lung, that he can go out and cycle and play cricket, with friends, meet his best friend, franklin and bernard. Studying in sekyen 24 school, a malay environment school, everyday he would be accompanied by his mother in a walking distance towards home during afternoon. And at the age of 9 , he scored in the pts and appeared in newspaper. top three. he had this opportunity, to jump from standard 4 to standard 5.

Yet, he let it go. for a friend that he could not miss staying in the same class with him. or perhaps one can judge that he has tiny knowledge about "when you reach standard 6, you will still stand a chance to be separated". Things just cant stop changing. By the mid of standard 4, he has been moved to a new environment. A totally different place called Puchong.
He is a boy who simply intelligent but lack of courage to express. He likes his friends, but he is not a good friend. He thinks alot but hardly improve in usage of money. He is simply a guy which a girl would like to know, but later being neglected. He will neglect the girl. He watched x-rate,do masturbate. Stare at girls. But never touch.

People around him said that he has changed. But he believes everyone will change. When this happen ,it is already changed. Unless the changed one self review about himself. He blames this and that for things not working the right way. He pinpoint others, and himself. He likes his parent to know how good he as a son, parents to be there and playing basketball, to accompany him to explore and learn things. It just never happen. If you are good, and in this world there is no other to know , what's the point to be good. That's why he is the way he is. Besides,he has no money, property or gadget owned to impress his friends. All he has is ... his own personality, and the goal to outstand the rest. Yet he will still at your side when you 're down. He is a great motivator.

One day, he realised that he is stucked somewhere in his life. Unless confession, there is no way that he can achieve success. And to be able to confess, he needs courage. A high energy level. Today he outstands others by daring to express and confess what is no good about him. And how many can do that? This is Ghin Shi. Love him or stay a step from him. A step only. Still a friend to him. He can be very nice but also a mean one. So far ..... my reputation changes. o.O hope you enjoy my confession.