On Training..

Currently~ having basketball training... must train hard hard , no matter what...
this maybe my last competition. Im 20 adi... haiz.. so train hard. hope i will improve ba... 31 October.. I'm coming for u. Cyberjaya ... i shall capture the moment of glory there. Anyone want help me train? have one on one game with me XD...

T Music Festival...

So we got vvip ticket... and we stand at the grey spot! which is so near to the stage... thanks again to kah fai. XD

Heading final.

Hmmm... is 24 of October already. Time passes really fast. and thats just how the earth's rule. Guess we will just have to obey it... and change while everything changes frequently. But final exam will never change dates... Dont work hard and smart now = fail and another six month. mayb have to add lil luck here and there.

Looking back, all these while , i have been bothered by my own problems. if just anyone notice it. And ... if not, mayb only one will, whom i told her. How the hell did i have the courage to tell such private matters? to me problem = embarrasing stuff. Even my best friend, sinceever he flew, i just want him or guess that he is into enjoyment. no need bother bout bad stuff la.. haiyo.

But basically, after mock, it came across to me this book "follow your heart" by andrew matthews. In it, there is a case which very similar with mine, and im not wrong it is a COMMON problem for everyone. All these while i have been so helpless in forgiving people is because i was bothered by a bigger one :that is I COULD NOT FORGIVE MY PARENTS...
While we are talking about forgiveness, the book said, the first step to making your life work is to forgive your parents. Sure , they weren't perfect. But when you were a kid, your mum and dad didn't have all the pop pyschology books on "successful parenting" and they had a lot of other things to worry about besides raising you! Whatever they got wrong, it is history. Every day that you refuse to forgive your mother is a vote to screw up your life. Thats what it says. I believe it is true. My life aint happy when it supposes to be when my friends are. And one day i had a friend who finally asks me why am i not happy hanging out while everyone else is happy. All i replied is nothing.. because i have no idea how to deliver the message. But thanks for at least the asking thingy. At least thats what friends are. to care for other friend.
Maybe after these blogs,i shall try to forgive my parents step by step .. how bout you?

Mcd at Night.

Mcd at night.

Wednesday night : after spending bout two hours giving tuition , in fact my last one because my students will have exam coming next week while mine is tomorrow 8.

Roughly around 11, frustated with the insufficient time i have, i decided to mcd at subang... perhaps a place where i cant sleep, and thats when i can finish up my whole bundle of syllabus of p2. ( well i did finish up without any disturbance and attraction to sleep except from foods and refilling of cokes XD )

But being the one and the only one, when i passed through taylor, i saw a very famous burger selling stall there, and i wonder will anyone believe this? someone who is heading for mcd - selling burgersssssss and he went to buy burger ramli...and it is BURGER AYAM DOUBLE SPECIAL satu , bang!! to perfect the situation, he brought it to mcd for later supper. a big LOL for myself. im laughing though...
and did i just thought of someone, wondering if she would like to have one in case she is hungry, if she did i certainly ta pao and drive to get her as long as i can see her for real. and the burgers are just amazingly different from other ramli. is big,with juicy sauces. i had to get numbers lining up for the burger..first time.

Reach mcd i look at...


i cant control myself again, towards food. i bought two chickens set since i got a burger with me. There i studied peacefully ever after. Never did i get her reply til now, i just cant focus my study. no matter what i do, i will think will she be doing the same, or will she like to eat.. or drink or had me in mind?

couldnot help it, i actually spent the whole night fresh at mcd studying something so last minute for next morning p2 exam. til 5 i finally cant open my eyes , deciding i have a nap in my car. Outside, it is cold and chilling, and if anyone ever try wandering outside alone, it is quite fun XD but can i say dangerous?? and if is dangerous, why im not fear. Perhaps i have been bornt to travel all by myself and with that courage.

I got a friend to call me up at 6 cuz i noe i and her the same will wake up early morning to get a quick revise. Thanks alot she called me, i still thought is alarm clock. feeling to throw my hp outside the road but i dint.

Went to gym to take a bath. it is very early 6.30 but there is one uncle who is so hardworking trademilling. I wonder walking alone in the pyramid seeing those employees polishing the path is something so fun. and one who enjoys the same shall be my life partner. or if not thinks im crazy. hehe.

What dissappoint me most is i not able to do well in exam after spending whole night. in fact i see those questions and when i know i dont know, i hardly could think ( perhaps due to lack of sleep ) and dooze of for the day...... After the mock, i and a few bunches of fellows went to pyramid , guess what.. they having mcd !!! haha.. phobia , then walking around and went to pool and all kena sapu by ivan and song. but quite a few rounds did we just play.

Reach home, i dooze off to sleep again since 6pm dint even have my dinner. til the next day 11am ....still sleeping and dreaming how to solve this problem before the final, i cant study at mid night anymore.. it is a mistake.

Secret.

Sometimes ago when i was young and bored.. after watching deathnote...got influenced... hehe..

Secret.

Sometimes ago when i was young and bored.. after watching deathnote...got influenced... hehe..

First blog for Oct.

I will certainly appreciate the wordings.. well, just trying to be classical here, but perhaps just words to you, it meant alot to me, and if words bored you, just tolerate this piece only, i promise more pictures in fu'ure p/s get the song started first before read it. enjoy
re.
Albert Calmus once wrote, " blessed are the hearts that can bend ; They shall never be broken"

but I wonder , if there's no breaking, then there is no healing, and if there's no healing , then there's no learning. ~ poor little rose , beaten by the rain

~in the wind, in the gale ~ thunder and the hail ~ Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane...
And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle.
~ without the numbness or the pain
~so intense to feel
~Especially now it added up through the years ~ And I... I taught myself how to grow ~without any love ~And there was poison in the rain
I taught myself how to grow...
~Now i'm crooked on the outside.
But struggle is part of life.


So must all hearts be broken?

Back to blog..

Ya it's been a few weeks since my "pt2 - blogstory".. Yeap. I'm pretty sure that i have to admit i'm kind a lazy and hold back myself from blogging..
But finally i got the topics i wanna to blog about and that motivates me.. It sounds kind a classic but hope my readers will enjoy it.

_recently busy watching one tree hill_ season 5. got the copies from my students.
And happy Belated Moon Cake festive. ! !