Heading final.

Hmmm... is 24 of October already. Time passes really fast. and thats just how the earth's rule. Guess we will just have to obey it... and change while everything changes frequently. But final exam will never change dates... Dont work hard and smart now = fail and another six month. mayb have to add lil luck here and there.

Looking back, all these while , i have been bothered by my own problems. if just anyone notice it. And ... if not, mayb only one will, whom i told her. How the hell did i have the courage to tell such private matters? to me problem = embarrasing stuff. Even my best friend, sinceever he flew, i just want him or guess that he is into enjoyment. no need bother bout bad stuff la.. haiyo.

But basically, after mock, it came across to me this book "follow your heart" by andrew matthews. In it, there is a case which very similar with mine, and im not wrong it is a COMMON problem for everyone. All these while i have been so helpless in forgiving people is because i was bothered by a bigger one :that is I COULD NOT FORGIVE MY PARENTS...
While we are talking about forgiveness, the book said, the first step to making your life work is to forgive your parents. Sure , they weren't perfect. But when you were a kid, your mum and dad didn't have all the pop pyschology books on "successful parenting" and they had a lot of other things to worry about besides raising you! Whatever they got wrong, it is history. Every day that you refuse to forgive your mother is a vote to screw up your life. Thats what it says. I believe it is true. My life aint happy when it supposes to be when my friends are. And one day i had a friend who finally asks me why am i not happy hanging out while everyone else is happy. All i replied is nothing.. because i have no idea how to deliver the message. But thanks for at least the asking thingy. At least thats what friends are. to care for other friend.
Maybe after these blogs,i shall try to forgive my parents step by step .. how bout you?