delicious fried rice.

currently having revision for my core paper p2. so tiring. today's evening is full of dark cloud yet there is a bright but not hot sun. I knew i cant stand such a nice weather for a good game of outdoor basketball.
im not tired anymore when i heard sound of basketball bouncing at the court near my place. bk5. seriously i feel like friends there dont really like me. perhaps i always do things alone never intend to invite them to join me. haih. eventhough i played with them for years already, we don't really know each other that well. maybe is just me with them. they know each other very well. my problem again.

sometimes i feel the thought in me, makes me very fan nau. eventhough just a game, i dont like greedy eating allbymyself ( in chinese duk sek) everytime i see an opportunity, i got the thought, after ppl say me duk sek how? anyway today's game played quite well deduct my mistakes... hmm...

when i reached home, my mom opened the door for me. she said so wet! like swimming. i know. i know. i dare say second i guess no one dare say first when talk bout sweating after sport. well, marvelously there are friends who never sweat. weird people.

everytime dinner time, i will ask my mom," ma, ngo geh fan le? " she will get everything ready for me. she is a really nice mother. then i ask her, why still havent take bath. she answer me, "i still need to babysit" and i am stunned.
i forget that now, at night she also need to babysit other ppl children. how tiring she is i cant imagine it. how i wish my dad go out find a proper job until i come out instead of just dreaming of being a millionaire. i only wish for a medium family not filthy rich family. LOVE to me is the most priceless thing for me. but cant blame him though. he is 58. retired man. how to find job. i wonder sometimes if im that old. thanks that he is still healthy.

eventhough tonight is only fried rice with green bean and egg, i feel im the most grateful person in this world, really cant imagine what if no one opens the door for me, and cook fried rice for me. (touchwood)
from now on, i will change my attitude bit by bit. love you , mom dad. long time dint say to them already.