Wonderful evening.

I awoken. by a freezing blow of a wind. the clock showed a quarter to six. it was a wonderful evening.
sunday. last day of the week which i can play basketball during evening time. but the sky is dark and gloomy. the ground is wet,flooded with water. there has been a pouring rain. again.
dong.. i wore my lovely sport shoes and went for a jog. heading to the basketball court. perhaps some wanted to play basketball too on this evening.


i jogged all the way non-stop. yea..my stamina has increased. along the way, i felt the "fur" on my hand stood straight as they were kissed by the chilling wind. it has been so long to have such a feeling since secondary. calm. and peaceful. thoughts came by again.
i saw some house are great. their interior is nice. i thought of my parents. my dad. from nothing he had now provided us a home. simple and nice. every single thing , furniture, lights, even the plants outside are belong to us. surprisingly , he came to kl with nothing.
there is already a bound of agreement that he will provide everything sufficient for us to live comfortably since the day he met my mother. and their marriage anniversary.
but so far he had done a good job. he tried. he had provided a basic home. my generation would be a better home. yea.. i'm adult now. i'm 20.

owh. suddenly i realised that i had reached the court. there are a few newbies playing basketball. some played football in the court. there i kept running around the court. well just walking.
looking around, the green environment now is polluted by some garbish here and there. there is a hole at the side of the court. how the court has changed from the first time i came here really a disappointing thought.

dong..i'm lost in my thoughts again. basically a different perception in life will cause chaos in a family. my perception towards life is that be a good person and know-how to teach the next generation , regardless what failure come to your life, don't be disappointed and stand up from the fall. and study is still a must without emphasizing it.
their perception is to study and earn alot in future. no need to experience love. no sex before marriage. being a good person is a second priority. yea my fault, they still tought me to be good to others. but simply just not enough.
so i think i can live on my own perception and still obey them. i walk. without realising, i'm heading to my home. why do i think so much. is it because i started not to talk about my life. yea i realised i starting to neglect talking. i don't talk much like last time. friends, i need to talk. let me enjoy the joy of talking back. that's why i like bernice. she talks alot. and she seems to be always happy. good for her though.

life ain't just thinking. i told myself. i had been thinking to do this and that. however, today i finally realised. realise that it won't happen just by thinking. i will learn cooking this time. and chinese.
reached my home. the only thought in mind is to sit and have a great dinner with my great parents. life is great. it starts with wonderful evening.

Move forward.

Yes. I made it . For continuous failure in my internal progress test, i finally made it , 76 for my corporate and business law external exam. lol
This round i made it again. Congratz to all my other friends who did as well. I shall move on again. Look to the future.
Anyhow, to my friend who did not, please dont be despair. You have the knowledge and i'm sure u will do very well for the coming exam. Gogo...Jia you. Please stay happy always and move forward. I want to sleep already. If not...tmr morning i will be late again. I always late to class. SAD. good night.

Motto

Motto. Malaysian pronounciation. Motor. Corporates ... do have their own motto. to direct the company towards achievement of their prime objective. Profit org. : to reach for profit maximisation. N-profit org. : to ensure services provided enhance trustworthiness and achieve related parties' satisfaction.
My previous motto : to be a scorer in spm but the most active in sports, games and social among them.
My motto now : to have in-depth knowledge of acca student,but still active in sports, games, and social plus the yea one.

Improve improve usage of english!!! chinese!!! Social skill!!! Body language!!!
Must improve alot before having girl friend!!!

Anyone have their own motor ? looking forward to listen theirs.

A picture.

happy valentine day soon!

My day.

today is the day i found out i'm late to class again.
today is the day i had alot to ketchup with my f9 class.
today is the day i realised that how someone with good general knowledge-ms geetha.
today is the day i felt that dating is such a wonderful thing.
today is the day i sensed that woman aroma is man weakness.
today is the day i learnt that im such a clumsy guy, need a observant girlfriend. Lol!
today is the day i scare my mom i lost my wallet -clumsiness. but later found.
today is the day i talked to a fine and young girl in centre.
today is the day i eat two "zhang tao" when playing basketball.
today i found out that i had some good friends with me along. how bahagia am i. gosh.
today is the day i was told to plan for valentine- dont be single stick again, or go out with other stick! .l. lmao.
Motto : Get a whole for valentine. =.=!! how oh. im so stupid. rather skate and be observant next saturday. jimat $$ hehe.

Appreciate the people around you.

Today i'm so grateful that my friend, chian borrowed me her phone for calling who who n who. although is merely a call, it helps me a great convenience that i dont have to find public phone in college! Thanks, i appreciate it well. This shows im still unCALLable when im not at home.
gosh, if you ever had an opportunity to speak on stage, what topic will you share about? or... would you be shaking off your feet and blank out... which a minute after turn around and fall into unconciousness? to me, i will be proudly to give a speech on this topic : appreciate the people around you.
Life is just too unpredictable, when it comes , it just come without a warning. Well, perhaps warning already given, ie parents often scolded us, not to run across the road but first look right to left? perhaps left to right.
Yes! when it just happen, all the things that we have gone through just run all over our mind. We are the heroes at the moment Wow , no wonder dare to be hit by a 80 km / hr car. we dare. what is the feel of touching electricity power while our hands are wet? "we changeably with "i" " while people at the road side, just watch us with sympathy and talk about us. Wow , no one dare to be hit by a 80 km / hr car. we dare.
how we cross the road blindly and so on. gosh, the scariest thing is the fear of losing someone we love so much. While we still have the opportunity to show our appreciation, we just couldnt do it because our egoNESS. what a better person we are, if we could change just abit.
Try these!. . . how often you say i love you to your parents? hug your sister/ brother when see him, showing some affections to your friends. if you dont even say one time for the sick of whole year, not to mention monthly, weekly , daily, erm...maybe not hourly and minutely that crazy.
Anyway, towards just any person it would be so nice if you just can give a warm feeling to them. sincerity leads to a greater life.

Handphone.

Is amazing that even an eight years old kiddo also knows how to use hand phone. Their generation is so clever, exposed to computers, handphones, nice car, ipod, and so many things. Technology advancement is scary. You will feel the lost like i do.
Give it a try and you will know. I bet even one day cannot stand how it is so inconvenience without a handphone. I do now. gosh. It is horrible, i couldn't find my friends , and guess my friends couldnt reach me. And at this moment, kah fai said, " send letter la " lol!
Out of sudden, my two handphones are not working, they can be on, but see black screen. Owh, i admitted i'm clumsy and the handphones have been falling down in turns. But i also admire them to be toughest phone. Maybe it just the time for them to retire.
So all i just shout is FREEEEEEEEAAAAAAKKKK i need a new handphone! Maybe the jamesbond phone. No no no... havent got the money yet.. UNCLE!!!!! help me!!!! lol could have do that. but swear with a new handphone, i may no longer can go out so freely lo.... nvm, old one dont go new one won't come. hehe...