Shy to cry, all in all.

A life is never complete without family love. Many teenagers indeed face a sudden loss of love in their life from their closest family. No matter how much u argue , it is the fact nowadays.
Parents nowadays really think what they need to do best for their child is by earning moneys in a great sum, providing a luxurious kind of lifestyle for their kids, sending them to oversea for education, providing everything necessary for them, and creating path of limited choice for them.
But what they know about childhood pyshology. They knew little, they could never bother to know or learn more what an impact of their every action towards their little kid. EACH and EVERY WORD , ACTION and BELIEF can create a such huge impact on teenagers.
Ever heard of blank paper? Once upon a time, kids are as like blank paper. It depends on what an example that parents can show them as motto towards life. It is in the parents hand to write , draw and colour on that piece of paper. So since the parents has lose their responsibility can you blame on the kids who go wrong? Can you just draw half way and leave them to develop independently without guideline? No...
Many thought once reaching pubic stage, children now no longer children and must think like adults , and thats where it pressures and keep give pressure to think and do things like adult. Do you remember how our parents stay close with us, hug and kisses us when we are so small time? No matter how hard we argue between us and parents, we do stay close and an apology will do.

In school, when after we try our best to go for exam, eventhough we dont do well, no one do cares about you and further encourage you to do well, they just care bout the results. Even you feel unhappy they no longer ask about it and just expect you to be a good human without guiding you.
A family is suppose a room for you to share happiness, secret , believes, daily life happening and a room for you to cry when you feel unhappiness, a mother to complain what makes you uncomfortable and a father to help you back from falling. But as things change, a family becomes a never complete family, it may provide what is necessary, but you just miss something inside your heart. You just feeling too shy to cry already. You will just feel loneliness, and cannot talk to anyone inside ,searching alternatives to forget the problems, avoiding and avoiding til you have difficulty to speak. You just be as quiet as possible til one day you just loss one of the ability of being a human that is you couldn't speak. You just have the kind of fear....