A new blog.

Yup... im going to launch another blog.. it needs time for me to prepare it. but this blog is different from this shishistory as this is my personal blog, that blog will be a sabbath blog ... if you dont realise what that means, a saturday blogging time specially for that blog. I hope i can improve my blogging skill to a better level. for now, and then.

Life is an endless point.

Undeniable, life is an endless range of points. There are many points just like bus stop where bus stopped at each point. At each different level of life stage , we do stop for a moment to think. To think silently in heart, the past, and what will be there in future for us. The only stage which do not need us to think is during growing up stage from toddler to adolescene.

I heard this story... whose the character is my student's mother, an excellent bakery (self-learnt one) ... today she told me she once studied lcci b4 -an accountancy course- later on she quited, she didnt finish it because of no money to support her study. Then she sells chicken rice for living. A total turning point of her, if she were to continue her study,would she met her husband now? Well, what is certain is selling chicken rice can earn more than working for other people. She can earn up till rm 6000 a month durin 1988.. which quite a lot of money.
What i was thinking is.. if i were to attend the interview for jpa. where i will be now? a point of regret has just jotted down. Where ever will be will be, and i believe is fate of life, we should live for the moment right now, and let the rest handled by the uncontrollable universe.
We are designated to become this and that. ~~ can one sacrifice for family?

the Treasure hunter conference in pavilion.

jay chou and lin chi-ling visit malaysia at 21/12/2009 for promoting their movie. nice but i cant go.. anyway... the movie will be released at 24.. should i book? hmmm.. xD is xmas eve.

Qing Tian

gu shi de xiao huang hua
The small yellow flower from the story

cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
Was wandering since he day she was born

tong nian de dang qiu qian
Swinging on a swing in her childhood

sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai
Swinging her memories all the way until now.

re sou sou xi dou xi la
sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la

sou chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong
Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky

wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo
I think of petals trying to fall

wei ni tiao ke de na yi tian
That day I skipped school for you;

hua luo de na yi tian
That day the flower fell

jiao shi de na yi jian
The space of the classroom;

wo zen me kan bu jian
Why can’t I see it?

xiao shi de xia yu tian
That rainy day that disappeared -

wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
How I want to be rained upon again

mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage

hao xiang zai wen yi bian
How I want to ask again:

ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
Will you wait or will you go away?

gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand

dan pian pian yu jian jian
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Falling until I couldn’t see you
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian How much longer until I can be beside you again?

deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then

cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Long ago, a person loved you for so long dan pian pian feng jian jian
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Blowing, widening the gap so much further

hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again

dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”

True sympz...

I always feel guilty in whatever i have done, irrespective right or wrong.
Sympthom of depression.

McD-Drive Thru Geng!

While other ppl went to mcd ,enjoy, and sitting hours just to refil drinks. i do the other way round... Sometimes i wonder if i drive-thru and order and gone, can i come back refilling drinks? this is what happened one night me and my friends did. We ordered a fillet-o-fish burger ala-carte and one milo besar each. and there are three of us. It costs us 33 bucks. in rm of course. we regretted and should order set instead, roughly cost the same. so we decided to go back after we finish the meals and milo, since we stopped nearby eating in the car. this is what so-called stupidest stuff we ever did, drive-thru and refil the drink! but anyway we got a good and happiest laugh ever after been so long. this is the video i purposely recorded. enjoy XD


anyway.. combination of fillet-o-fish and milo taste absolute delicious especially after badminton XD

a daily?

go to sunway college everyday with kang wei.
have lunch with joyce everyday at 12.
in library til 8.45 to be precise at night.
then down to foyer..
gym-ing with ivan at night? will be in future.
counting down every single day til exam. dec 10.
hoping for miracles to happen everyday.
wishing her to see it before i gone crazy.
looking at the mirror and tell myself i look better every single day.
thinking of you every day.
wanting to wish you good night every single night.
cruise home hoping accident happens that summon me the courage to say how i feel to you.
sleep and sleep and sleep.

cute bardoll.^^

FINALLY I FOUND ALL..8 cute candybardoll . my collection and i found them quite similar with our lyg member.. i love lyg so much that i hope it will stay as there will be forever and ever...

so we shall start with first jie, chian aka siow ^^ girl in black. XD

second jie, kathy aka kar~ special

jie in red. bernice aka kok B)...stunning..
twins ashley aka shin ....polite

we got erh jhen here.. elegant
then miss beh aka ying .......rox

here comes joyce aka ee..... sporty...

and ting aka sue... most graceful one.

hmmm.... so how? what do you think? arent them pretty and cute?
anyhow , i still wish to collect the guyz as well. but is so hard to find male candybardoll.. if anyone of u have , pls share wit me ya~ haha

Wish came true.

Is a Sunday class revision. P1 final revision. Had a bad flu today. Im sorry that i have to use up the whole pack of my friend tissues and through out the class feel so sleepy. but i tried concentrate til the end.
~~happy ending sunday. i dont have to eat dinner alone. indeed what you wish in the heart will come true. Truly most happy dinner ever. unlike everytime have to rush for work. XD thanks for the chance.

delicious fried rice.

currently having revision for my core paper p2. so tiring. today's evening is full of dark cloud yet there is a bright but not hot sun. I knew i cant stand such a nice weather for a good game of outdoor basketball.
im not tired anymore when i heard sound of basketball bouncing at the court near my place. bk5. seriously i feel like friends there dont really like me. perhaps i always do things alone never intend to invite them to join me. haih. eventhough i played with them for years already, we don't really know each other that well. maybe is just me with them. they know each other very well. my problem again.

sometimes i feel the thought in me, makes me very fan nau. eventhough just a game, i dont like greedy eating allbymyself ( in chinese duk sek) everytime i see an opportunity, i got the thought, after ppl say me duk sek how? anyway today's game played quite well deduct my mistakes... hmm...

when i reached home, my mom opened the door for me. she said so wet! like swimming. i know. i know. i dare say second i guess no one dare say first when talk bout sweating after sport. well, marvelously there are friends who never sweat. weird people.

everytime dinner time, i will ask my mom," ma, ngo geh fan le? " she will get everything ready for me. she is a really nice mother. then i ask her, why still havent take bath. she answer me, "i still need to babysit" and i am stunned.
i forget that now, at night she also need to babysit other ppl children. how tiring she is i cant imagine it. how i wish my dad go out find a proper job until i come out instead of just dreaming of being a millionaire. i only wish for a medium family not filthy rich family. LOVE to me is the most priceless thing for me. but cant blame him though. he is 58. retired man. how to find job. i wonder sometimes if im that old. thanks that he is still healthy.

eventhough tonight is only fried rice with green bean and egg, i feel im the most grateful person in this world, really cant imagine what if no one opens the door for me, and cook fried rice for me. (touchwood)
from now on, i will change my attitude bit by bit. love you , mom dad. long time dint say to them already.

No Eye See

Obviously, this is an English translation version of "mou ngam tai". If you do watch HK drama series, you will notice that more often, when one person likes someone else, he/she will become easier jealous when the so-called target mixed close to another. He/she will just easily get annoyed to whoever the target get well with. Now i think that is just too much for controlling the target social life, eventhough you like him/her very much.
What match the best would you may get annoyed but only youself knew it, thus if you think that if you see the event and will get annoyed, so may as well, no eye see, dont go for it. just stay where you are , enjoy doing what you are doing, instead of for eg, go to a party and ruine your own mood looking at your target get dated with luxury boosting stories. Xd
just the same with dirty restaurant. when you dont see how "clean" is the kitchen, you just simply enjoy the food. Once you see it, you will never chose to eat at that place. This is just simple human nature. (haih)

We are the champion~

It all worthwhile, while having to travel far across the region, cyberjaya the destination of victory for us ( L-Rido ) for 3-on-3 basketball competition organised by Admiral.
Indeed it is a hot day, timidly sun on top of us shining , while dark clouds from kajang and puchong swimming towards Cyberjaya, the moment we touch our jersey and the rim, we knew that it will be an exciting day for us. We saw alot of teams boys girls from all category under14, 15, 16 , 18, and our category under 20.
Both of my friends - YCH and Mr. L got sun burnt but not me... maybe im just used to it....dark-tanned skin. Amazingly boring. We waited for our first match at the 16 th at court3 and 26 th. We were in group B facing another two teams, winner moves on to quarter.
7min per game,maybe lesser . All we need is to win one basket ahead of our opponent. But most of our score is reasonable win. 2-0,3-2,4-1,6-2, and final 2-2 draw win by shooting free throw.4-3.
There, we met friends too. My puchong friends went to compete too, different category which they joined under 18 and MEN-open a category for age 20 and over but not veteran. They did play a great game, but unfortunately didnt get through semi. It is a great experience though. one of it waiting experience. XD
While we waiting for semi, the dj was quick in announcing the next match. Out of sudden i heard our team name L-Rido versus... versus... Shaba! Gosh, it supposes to be the next round after some girls match. And the most suspense is YCH went to toilet! I immediately call Kean Yong aka Mr. L ( seriously look like L when cosplay -maybe bigger size ) he was quite panicky too because Shaba is his friend's team, his friend played for Perlis. So he called CH CH who is still blur walking towards us. SHOCK!... while i... trying to delay the MEI LI REFEREE jie jie and the score manager girl.
Then we started playing, thanks enough we won! 4-1. Think they dint tried that hard cuz got a shock too. They werent ready for the game too.
Anyhow, after that match we just won the final. so We are the champion~ == photos would be updated soon. sorry for the suspense XD but we got our cash prize of rm 600. we counted ...it's 12 50 ringgit heheh...

On Training..

Currently~ having basketball training... must train hard hard , no matter what...
this maybe my last competition. Im 20 adi... haiz.. so train hard. hope i will improve ba... 31 October.. I'm coming for u. Cyberjaya ... i shall capture the moment of glory there. Anyone want help me train? have one on one game with me XD...

T Music Festival...

So we got vvip ticket... and we stand at the grey spot! which is so near to the stage... thanks again to kah fai. XD

Heading final.

Hmmm... is 24 of October already. Time passes really fast. and thats just how the earth's rule. Guess we will just have to obey it... and change while everything changes frequently. But final exam will never change dates... Dont work hard and smart now = fail and another six month. mayb have to add lil luck here and there.

Looking back, all these while , i have been bothered by my own problems. if just anyone notice it. And ... if not, mayb only one will, whom i told her. How the hell did i have the courage to tell such private matters? to me problem = embarrasing stuff. Even my best friend, sinceever he flew, i just want him or guess that he is into enjoyment. no need bother bout bad stuff la.. haiyo.

But basically, after mock, it came across to me this book "follow your heart" by andrew matthews. In it, there is a case which very similar with mine, and im not wrong it is a COMMON problem for everyone. All these while i have been so helpless in forgiving people is because i was bothered by a bigger one :that is I COULD NOT FORGIVE MY PARENTS...
While we are talking about forgiveness, the book said, the first step to making your life work is to forgive your parents. Sure , they weren't perfect. But when you were a kid, your mum and dad didn't have all the pop pyschology books on "successful parenting" and they had a lot of other things to worry about besides raising you! Whatever they got wrong, it is history. Every day that you refuse to forgive your mother is a vote to screw up your life. Thats what it says. I believe it is true. My life aint happy when it supposes to be when my friends are. And one day i had a friend who finally asks me why am i not happy hanging out while everyone else is happy. All i replied is nothing.. because i have no idea how to deliver the message. But thanks for at least the asking thingy. At least thats what friends are. to care for other friend.
Maybe after these blogs,i shall try to forgive my parents step by step .. how bout you?

Mcd at Night.

Mcd at night.

Wednesday night : after spending bout two hours giving tuition , in fact my last one because my students will have exam coming next week while mine is tomorrow 8.

Roughly around 11, frustated with the insufficient time i have, i decided to mcd at subang... perhaps a place where i cant sleep, and thats when i can finish up my whole bundle of syllabus of p2. ( well i did finish up without any disturbance and attraction to sleep except from foods and refilling of cokes XD )

But being the one and the only one, when i passed through taylor, i saw a very famous burger selling stall there, and i wonder will anyone believe this? someone who is heading for mcd - selling burgersssssss and he went to buy burger ramli...and it is BURGER AYAM DOUBLE SPECIAL satu , bang!! to perfect the situation, he brought it to mcd for later supper. a big LOL for myself. im laughing though...
and did i just thought of someone, wondering if she would like to have one in case she is hungry, if she did i certainly ta pao and drive to get her as long as i can see her for real. and the burgers are just amazingly different from other ramli. is big,with juicy sauces. i had to get numbers lining up for the burger..first time.

Reach mcd i look at...


i cant control myself again, towards food. i bought two chickens set since i got a burger with me. There i studied peacefully ever after. Never did i get her reply til now, i just cant focus my study. no matter what i do, i will think will she be doing the same, or will she like to eat.. or drink or had me in mind?

couldnot help it, i actually spent the whole night fresh at mcd studying something so last minute for next morning p2 exam. til 5 i finally cant open my eyes , deciding i have a nap in my car. Outside, it is cold and chilling, and if anyone ever try wandering outside alone, it is quite fun XD but can i say dangerous?? and if is dangerous, why im not fear. Perhaps i have been bornt to travel all by myself and with that courage.

I got a friend to call me up at 6 cuz i noe i and her the same will wake up early morning to get a quick revise. Thanks alot she called me, i still thought is alarm clock. feeling to throw my hp outside the road but i dint.

Went to gym to take a bath. it is very early 6.30 but there is one uncle who is so hardworking trademilling. I wonder walking alone in the pyramid seeing those employees polishing the path is something so fun. and one who enjoys the same shall be my life partner. or if not thinks im crazy. hehe.

What dissappoint me most is i not able to do well in exam after spending whole night. in fact i see those questions and when i know i dont know, i hardly could think ( perhaps due to lack of sleep ) and dooze of for the day...... After the mock, i and a few bunches of fellows went to pyramid , guess what.. they having mcd !!! haha.. phobia , then walking around and went to pool and all kena sapu by ivan and song. but quite a few rounds did we just play.

Reach home, i dooze off to sleep again since 6pm dint even have my dinner. til the next day 11am ....still sleeping and dreaming how to solve this problem before the final, i cant study at mid night anymore.. it is a mistake.

Secret.

Sometimes ago when i was young and bored.. after watching deathnote...got influenced... hehe..

Secret.

Sometimes ago when i was young and bored.. after watching deathnote...got influenced... hehe..

First blog for Oct.

I will certainly appreciate the wordings.. well, just trying to be classical here, but perhaps just words to you, it meant alot to me, and if words bored you, just tolerate this piece only, i promise more pictures in fu'ure p/s get the song started first before read it. enjoy
re.
Albert Calmus once wrote, " blessed are the hearts that can bend ; They shall never be broken"

but I wonder , if there's no breaking, then there is no healing, and if there's no healing , then there's no learning. ~ poor little rose , beaten by the rain

~in the wind, in the gale ~ thunder and the hail ~ Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane...
And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle.
~ without the numbness or the pain
~so intense to feel
~Especially now it added up through the years ~ And I... I taught myself how to grow ~without any love ~And there was poison in the rain
I taught myself how to grow...
~Now i'm crooked on the outside.
But struggle is part of life.


So must all hearts be broken?

Back to blog..

Ya it's been a few weeks since my "pt2 - blogstory".. Yeap. I'm pretty sure that i have to admit i'm kind a lazy and hold back myself from blogging..
But finally i got the topics i wanna to blog about and that motivates me.. It sounds kind a classic but hope my readers will enjoy it.

_recently busy watching one tree hill_ season 5. got the copies from my students.
And happy Belated Moon Cake festive. ! !

Corporate reporting

F7 and p2 is linked. In fact p2 is much tougher and requires alot of mental power just to read the 4 questions during exam not to mention to study it. Those who taking their honeymoon sem during f7 will surely have a tough time in undertaking this p2. ie me. Regret now = useless. Though, f7 Financial Reporting is much to calculation and p2 a consultation paper called Corporate Reporting.
Seriously i have no idea at all how to tackle this paper. My lecturer told me, not to memorize the standards but to understand and link it. I remember once i told my junior , not to memorize the study in spm but to understand and study it. Now i myself have such problem.
There are only 2 passes during pt1 , totally amazed with them , i don't know who are them, but i surely know that i will fail in this second round. I remember during cat i wish a tougher kind of paper. This is what i got. So be careful for what you wish. Never ever do such silly mistake like me.....
p/s : pt 2 for p2 has ended without i realising it. Time is so fast. I scare i dont have time to say bye to the flying time.. LOLzz

Last day of August

Merdeka... Merdeka... and MAI TIT KA.... that is the joke i heard when i was young.
p/s MAI TIT KA... means the beras price dropped!!

There is one lame joke.. questioning why did people last time so happy of having Merdeka day... but no one go celebrate instead going to supermarket? Because they heard MAI TIT KA instead of Merdeka... so they go grab those beras in supermarket lo...

Haha...I just got home from pool... Didnt join the second round... cuz i cant stand sitting there with smoke on my shirt. I hate people smoke and blow it to me.. But still i cant control my friends not to smoke... haih... Its okay la...give up of advising though. Makes me look old keep advising people.

So here i think i outbreak the most blog i had since my first start blogging.. This month i really blog alot. So congrates to myself first.. As for that i would like to share my favourite female artist songs.
Title : MA QUE , by guo jing. CLAIRE.. If not for LYG to be precise ting, i maybe dono this song forever and could not enjoy it. Thanks alot. Muaks...

Every single day differs!!~~

To me a bad day will wash away from my mind, once i get a tight sleep till tomoro morning or perhaps afternoon. There will be a bright day ahead. Too bad, my mood swings are just way greater. Well have a nice day.

grab your future..

and the birdies...