From lil pui quan.

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Kiss passionately, Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
But as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful

cerita HANTU

Tersebutlah kisah dua orang hantu. Mereka ni baru bertemu lalu mereka pun berborakla untuk mengisi masa lapang kehidupan mereka sebagai hantu.
Sepanjang perbualan mereka, Hantu B ni tak habis-habis menggigil. Lalu, Hantu A yang kehairanan ni pun bertanya, "Apsal kau ni asyik menggigil je?" "Oh..cara aku mati dulu teruk..aku mati dalam peti ais...sejuk!!" Jawab Hantu B sambil menggigil lagi.

"Ooo..kesian.... aku dulu mati sebab heart attack." Kata Hantu A ramah.
"Kau memang sakit jantung kronik ye? Apasal kamu tak pergi buat operation? Kalau tak, sure kau tengah lepak-lepak ngan family kau sekarang." Balas Hantu B.

"Dah,aku dah buat dah !In fact masa aku mati tu, aku in recovery. Panjang ceritanya..." jawab Hantu A sayu.
"Ceritala sikit..Sambil-sambil lepak nih.." "Camni..Aku syak isteri aku main kayu tiga ngan aku. So this one day, aku ingat nak perangkap la isteri aku..Aku pura-pura [ergi kerja tapi actually aku park kereta aku kat simpang hujung rumah aku je. Seperti yang aku syak, masuk sebuah kereta kat carpark rumah aku. Aku rilex dulu sebab nak cari masa sesuai tangkap orang."

"So, kamu dapatla tangkap diorang?" tanya Hantu B penuh minat.
"Tak. Aku cuma jumpa isteri aku je kat dalam bilik. Yang aku hairan, masa aku masuk rumah tu, aku nampak ada kasut laki kat pintu rumah aku. Aku tanye isteri aku tapi dia tak mau jawab.. So aku pun lari-lari sekeliling rumah aku nak cari jantan tuh. Habis semua bilik aku cari tapi takde pun.. Last-last, sebab aku penat sangat berlari cari jantan tuh, aku pun jatuh pengsan sebab heart attack. And aku tak sangka aku mati lak..." kata Hantu A mengakhiri ceritanya dengan kesedihan.

Hantu B terdiam mendengarkan cerita Hantu A. Selepas beberapa ketika, Hantu B berkata, "Kenapa kau tak check kat dalam peti sejuk? Kalau kau check kat situ, sure kita berdua still hidup lagi.

Awaken.

i was awaken by phone call at 10.45 a.m. the voice sounds familiar. "hello "... my recall system told me that that voice is my grandma's. I call her popo. "what's up"
she was calling to find my mother, and she overheard that i just woke up. She kept apologize that her call awakes me. but to me, it is no issue at all. Since i was bornt, i never has the anger to anyone who interrupt my deep sleep. After i screamed the lung out of myself twice for my mother, i realised she was not at home. so i told her that mom will call her when she is back.
And i stood at upstairs for a second, i just slept for 3 hours. And i continued the journey of sleeping til my mom returned. im getting used to it, and for later the night of midnight to stay awake. i guess i shall collapse to sleep just after i finish my exam.

3 sleepless nightz.

When the time comes, the moon is bolstered by surrounding clouds. it takes some time for them to float away though.......

And while time pass, i heard the dog's long barking...... at 3 am morning.

It has been the third night. I dont understand. How a person can change to adapt , like me?

I dont sleep at night. already the third night. and so free to blog now.

What a walking zombie , i said to myself. I need to know what i need to answer the coming exam. I'm not too worry. Just that i dont want to disappoint myself again.

I seem to use to it. While u used to be in bed, im awake. to study something, which i will forget, and to pass exam.
In life, a pass is a standard. since when this is my standard. owh. disappointing.

but this is life. something which changed will not change back. i acknowledge this long. im not emo, i learnt to overcome it. in fact im too cool to emo at this moment.
i need the knowledge and solution to solve question in exam. just like everyone does.
just that my time management has gone out of order for a moment.

i wonder when i will faint. the fourth sleepness night? i never know. future is unpredictable?

A poem out of no where.

There is a moment,
in my life.
When warm feeling surrounded my heart.
I saw you, you and you.
Smiling towards me, eager to know me.
To share with me, to like me and to love me.
The moment i wished to freeze.
Yet i could not.
How awful it is.
Smile and laugh and deep in the heart, there
lay a trust and respect.
Want, express, and even thought to count on
you, you and you.
To share a secret. Unfoldable secret.
Somehow it just fade. Perhaps it breaks into pieces.
The feeling.
You just want to listen.
Everything but a crying heart.
It's hard.
When things had changed.
When you need,and
When you not, either don't include wanting of me.
When i thought i have found the treasure, in fact
i have not.
You will only be there,
to listen to my smile ,
not to my scream and cry.
Last time it used to be everything.
Now that i learn to be strong to.
Stand against betray.
Stand against hypocrates.
Stand against fakeness.
More or less is just the same me to you.
But not the key man.
Yes. I admit i lose to the man.
But it was my standard.
I do no wrong, just that i don't own the key.
When you ask me, you felt like begging.
I had always the want.
but i had much consideration either.
My fault. Nothing on your side.
Yet i still hope to improve.
And to accept. I love you deep inside.
I could not draw it out.
Let the clock do its job.
This happen to everyone.
It leads to no where.
A thought of no where.

_created by
-Ghin Shi-

A sunday.

twelve oclock. i sent the message. happy birthday. i always the last,at least im there. the moon still round. and yet my parents haven't sleep. neither me. they had their own conversation again. which i don't bother to know it. i know i can't annoy my dearest mom anymore. she has a real high pressure. gosh. god help her please.

an hour passed. 1am. i try to study. but more to listening to musics. songs. one fm dj surely knows lots of great song. i sang in the middle of the night. i know the other side they sang loud n joyfully as well. my imagination. owh.

clocks ticked at 3am. seriously why i don't feel sleepy? eventhough audit notes had a quite nice metaphore sleeping pills. i went to play dota one round, hope my eyes got tired. but leavers are just untolerable. silently. i hate them.

i watched scary movie instead. i download hostel. owh. ugly movie. lots of boobs scene though. ugly added with beautiful. why the directors always use this concept when making horrible disgusting movie? , i wonder sometimes.

seriously kids who have heart attack. please don't watch this at home. MUST go to Friend house. More exciting ,you die faster. Haha..

a movie by year 2005.