Evil thought.

I have some kind of thoughts since last time. They are good and some are bad instead. Muahaha..
What i have a good thought is i got 2 days in one day. So that i can spend time for everyone i loved. etc parents, grandmother, friends, sister, girl friend.
I want to earn alot alot of money to hire maid for my mother so that someone can help her instead of her asking my dad to do house chorus. And dont need my dad to say i have six accounts to check online and it needs one blady whole day. You will never learn what is a computer .. and bla bla bla.. They quarrel daily until you just really want to blow your own ear off.
Not just maid, i want to bring my mom to see what is life all about , spend precious time along.

Well bad stuff would be how if i can have a power to create a spectacle which has the power to look through everything. So that won't be ambush by human. Human scare human no medicine to cure.
Secondly, to go clubbing and get high. I wonder what's the feeling to run away from real world. I want to see how's human act under a relax circumstance. Do they really drunk til don't recognise their granny? OH....im such an innocent at such age. ( almost 20 )
I want to know what is my real purpose in this world. Why am i here? what's my true interest? In what a direction that can motivate me into the highest level of living. What is the highest level for me? I want to see what is my future. Does i have one? Can i just go freely?

Owh, it just deep in me, guess not me will think this stuff? If one never think the questions and fact in their heart, he/ she .... i really can say " is an innocent " person.

Acca demanding course.

Big jump. That's what CAT ,the course teaches us. It asks us to make a big leap like the wonderful mirana in dota game. Fail to leap to ACCA lvl of requirement in term of study = gg.
Can you imagine the amount of effort to study CAT and ACCA ( for me ) is same but what i get in ACCA is merely border line or worst fail.
So how to score in December? Attack the paper day and night til heart attack? no.. that was me in the past weeks. But now no longer, i will aim on its private part. Hehe Every human's private part is the most weak right?

So anyone who is interested to catch a big jump shall have a look on what is cat and acca. Enough of this, shall back to my real world. Muahaha..

The music stuck in me. HELP

While most of us will judge on appearance of eh.. anyone, one's talent is almost put aside. Why why why. because people more often want to look nice and be talented. So basically at age of 4 -5 parents keep sending child to here and there to learn this and that. Now what about natural potential in them?
Try leaving child alone, you will see how they let their natural interest out engrowing the whole room. They certainly wont sit there doing nothing. If do, then you ought be worry. Perhaps as parent, when you were young you were like this. Sad on you.
So if you dont groom someone, it would be like ....
But i felt it is nice. I like his bravo. The way he uses his voice. I think i can do that too XD. And it is so stuck in me. . . oh til then.

I'll be back. I heard myself saying.

From pt1 to pt2 i having been saying that i will put my effort. But i didn't. I have a total mind block in class. I ain't answering teachers like what i always do last time. I'm in total negligence.

Good result fell to the worst. Dai sei.
Words from lecturer : Look at your marks, you don't deserve to play. Thou not straight to me, i felt it. Time really passed fast, if not i have lost focus, my performance ain't that bad.

But i will be back. "Ghin Shi, is time to wake up. Make your brain start think back. Stop relying on others. Please...continue like this will make you a very shit person. Though my name is ended with shi i dont hope to end with an added t. -SHIT- " said to myself.

Basketball. . .

I love playing basketball. I remember once upon a time when i was young, in primary school, my teacher asked me to write an essay about my favourite sport. I never had one. Last time i do play badminton with my father, but it wasn't my favourite.

So here i would pen something down about Basketball. Marvelous game, it is a teamwork sport.

There are several positions in the game. Ie : shooter, rebounder, centre, forward, and... substitute. I used to be a benchwarmer though. I'm short last time. Now not any taller. haha.

Therefore, i decided to jump. Train in jumping so that i can rebound better. Though i can jump better, i can't really shoot in the ball. So i train. Train in shooting. I keep shoot in every game. But no matter how hard i try. It just won't go in. Then i realise something.

There is this element called teamwork relation. Basketball is a very beautiful ball, which bounds...The sound of bouncing...is just to good to be described.

look at that... AIR JORDAN.

I wish i can touch the ring of the basketball. Please borrow me the ladder.

Factor and wish.

Do you realise lately you cant concentrate well in the moment when you want to study? YES! The experiment i undergone has proven that insufficient sleep will affect your study tremendously. As conclusion, it is the factor and sleep more to improve your study.

Recently i have a graduation ceremony of CAT. Well, quite marvelous. For ACCA graduates. Hmm... I wish to graduate together with my gang. Gambateh.


and my two friends...Yippy,u-song and joyce. All the best to all~ though.
I promise my mom too. Sleep early. Only call me for dota during evening. Thanks.